love and lust: a poem

Over and over I we played our last session as I like to call them/
that rushed yet steamy sex we had in the backseat of your car/
you never said you loved me as I recall but I'm my mind you did/
You bought me things that made me smile gift so I wouldn't be sad/
I had hoped you would be the one/
I couldn't, no, I didn't want to think of ever being a part/
the way your hands would gently caressed my skin as you're making your way up the back of my shirt to unsnap my bra/
how did you do that with one hand?/
and your lips your beautiful full lips how they would cover mine so softly/
I love when we kissed/
sometimes I still feel it lingering/
for a while I was happy at least I thought I was/
but here I am alone/
you never lied to me you told me from the start that you had a girl/
but I was determined to win you like a prize but in truth who wants a cheater

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/teachannelle This is a link to my Radio show i did today with @thatmotherfuckingguy on dick sucking and relationships (disclaimer i do know communication is up there on the top of the list for relationship longevity. ) dick sucking in my personal opinion is important too!

What the deal really is with dick sucking!

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/teachannelle

Random Thought

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SqP776ht6d0

Why is dick sucking forbidden or looked at as a taboo?

Do you ever wonder why?

They say it has roots to cannibalism and the fact the Greeks where gay or some shit. Whatever. And whoever discovered it was on to a gold mine. From what I'm told i must have gotten one on one lessons from Karen on dick sucking because by far I've been told i'm the best. Haha. Any ways to me, dick sucking is not really a science you know just ask your partner what they like. like for instance some dudes like there shaft licked up and down while your staring in they're eyes and then putting your lips around his penis and sucking with medium speed on the crown of his penis head twisting his shaft in a upward and counter clockwise motion while still looking sultry in his eyes. yo! I'm telling you they love that shit! Just some thoughts I'm having. Hit me up on topics you want me to speak on...

Tea-Channelle

growing up in a sex crazed world

Growing up in a sex crazed world

      I was raised in a Muslim household. Growing up i was taught to wait for sex until after marriage. In order to remain pure. I wasn't allowed to watch movies with sexual connotations or music videos, anything that would awaken lower desires that was definitely within my teenage body. I'm not complaining. I still believe holding yourself for marriage is the most beautiful gift one partner can give to another next to a child..

      Sex is everywhere. Television, radio, billboards that's what advertisers do is sell us sex. Sex is a billion dollar industry. As the world is now, there was no way for my mom to completely shield me. Congratulations to her though, i didn't lose my virginity until i was an adult. I remember wondering how it would feel like to lose it. I assume it would hurt the first couple of times (reading books taught me that) but that it would be this magical feeling you know? like heaven as a feeling. I wanted to feel that, i was curious. But i couldn't get past the thought of being naked in front of someone let alone them actually touching my body.

      My mom was brutally honest about sex, std's and pregnancy with us. I remember one time she made me wear a half of sack of potatoes under my clothes to look like i was pregnant to show me about teen pregnancy and how it is shameful and shamed in our community. I personally think it was to torture me for her personal amusement but whatever.

      I had a couple of associates and school mates get pregnant while i was a teenager and like most parents, my mom shielded me and treated them like they had the plague. And when i think of it, some of the women turned out more successful than i. Shielding me didn't stop the desire to have sex. And them succumbing didn't ruin their lives. though i'm sure did pose different obstacles and road blocks.

      Its all around us. Its the way we procreate. Its nothing wrong with sex. Sex is natural. I think its about time we stop stigmatizing sex as a bad thing. Unholy, And start placing sex back where it belongs building the family unit. 30 +/- years ago sex was beginning to become commercialized if we continue on the current course we as a people, as a community are on, sex in a few years could be legal to do in the streets and in public.

     I don't want to appear like i'm shying away from my usual sexual education class i love writing about i'm just letting words flow throw me to the page. id like to go deeper into teen pregnancy and sexual advertisement in our every day lives at a later time.

-Tea Channelle